Writing this because I CAN'T SUPPRESS MY FEELINGS. deal with it.
Basically I feel like the most dumbest person who ever lived. I fail at everything and I always will, I look around at my friends and realized they can do anything because they're waaaaaaay smarter and tougher then I am. WHY DO I WASTE MY LIFE ALL THE FUCKING TIME? I bet no one would give a damn about me these days, people think I'm naturally a CARE FREE PERSON who laughs her ass off even when she's SAD. I try SO HARD to make an effort at school and make my parents proud of me, I really do try. And yet, all of that goes unnoticed. Unappreciated. Maybe I should just lie on my be